2003-09-17 - 12:49 a.m.

It's been a month. 30 days. Damn. I haven't let that happen in the last two years.

or is it three?

So, I'm back at school. And I'm having a really tough time. I'm taking a lot of classes and doing a lot of work. I'm an RA on a hall with nine freshmen, although my upperclassmen are much more work.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm having a really rough time.

For the record, I'm taking:

Theatre History Seminar (2 credits, and only 2 people in the class)

Acting II

Voice Workshop (.5 credit)

Psych of Language

Perception

Yoga

And I'm doing trapeze on Saturdays, and Mixed Company three times a week. I'm trying to bring the excellent band from this summer to campus, but it's looking less hopeful. I've put so much time into this project! argh!

I guess the bottom line is, I'm really not happy. In a deeper way than I've felt for a while, and I don't know what to do.