2003-12-13 - 2:24 a.m.

I've cut my hair.

I cried a lot, had a person holding each hand, and I'm so happy. It looks better than I could have dreamed.

I've been not doing so well lately, but I'm getting as much help as I can. Tommorow I'll get more work done, and sing a concert in Baltimore.

I made the most amazing playlist today. It summarizes everything I feel somehow:

Moxy Fruvous: Horseshoes

Dolly Ranchers:

Drink Me

carry me home

Driving

Chulula

Ani DiFranco: Both Hands

CSN: Wasted on the Way

Derek and the Dominoes:

Bell Bottom Blues

Don McLean:

Crossroads

Empty Chairs

BNL: Lovers in a Dangerous Time

Nields: Snowman

Rolling Stones: Wild Horses

Sweet Honey: Stay

David Gray: Babylon

Ellis Paul:

World Ain't Slowin' Down

Conversation With a Ghost

Beach Boys: Don't Talk

BNL: When I fall (live)