2004-03-18 - 11:10 p.m.

*sigh*

I have unspeakably large amounts of work to do tonight and this weekend. I realistically doubt that I'll go to bed at all tonight, with the large problem set and the entire lighting plot (estimate at least 4 hours for that...) So I'm going to make some tea and head back to campus.

On a vaguely related note, I'm having the old odd isolation problem. I went away, felt all close to those people, came back, felt isolated from these people here. Now I feel isolated from the far people -and- the near people and I don't know how to go about solving the problem. I feel like I'm sitting around missing everyone, regardless of whether they live across the country or next door, since the only company I get is my textbook and the lighting grid. Geez, I'm really much more upset than I should be. It must be the stress and the lonely combined to make for one unhappy little human. That or we're re-entering the land of drastic daily swings (I was so happy yesterday! What happened?)

Well, that was my break. Back to campus.