2004-04-30 - 11:39 a.m.

Okay, folks. Here is my little journey of self discovery this week.

1. I can't handle pressure. At least not academic. This paper I have to get done is making me crack.

2. I HATE missing classes when there's no good reason.

3. I have no will power or self control when it comes to procrastination. As a result, relationships are muy muy bad.

4. I really need to get out of this place. I mean, I should take time off. That would be smart. But the way things are lined up, I just can't.

5. I hate being incompetent, stupid, and making bad decisions.

I'm not just feeling bad I'm feeling irrational and a little scary. I feel like I'm being a huge burden, which I am. Maybe this is why my relationships don't make it past the month mark, ever...